Saya tak sibuk pun. Saya sedang menghabiskan sisa-sisa hidup di UPM dengan gembira sekali. Tambahan pula, saya tak ada mood nak cerita panjang. Sebab tu sekarang lebih aktif di Twitter. Sekian, terima kasih.
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
I had nothing important to do lately so I spend my time by watching Korean drama, Heartstrings. There was one part when the lead actress ridiculously chase for someone she loves. For me that is very stupid because it is obviously the lead actor loves someone else and he kept teasing her. And not surprisingly she realises that. Yes, I can say whatever I think is right but is it normal to do so when we really in love with someone? Because I never intended to do that plus I have never been in a serious relationship before. To me, I always see love (between man and women in this case, don't mix up with family or friend or whatsoever) with rationality. I dont know, do I sound very ego @ absurd? yes, I do believe love can turn someone head over heels which will lead us to act weird. I predicted that will happen in the early stage of relationship. After a while, we will get back to reality - my favourite part. Ok, I have nothing else to explain cause I am gonna continue watching the drama even the ending can be predicted. (am I that stupid?)
Monday, January 9, 2012
baru-baru ni ada kemasukan asasi fast track which means dorang ni akan belajar untuk asasi 2 sem je. selama ni asasi upm 3 sem or setahun setengah. dan dorang ni terdiri dari budak lepas spm yang excellent. kira masuk pakai result trial spm sbb result spm mana keluar lagi. kalau ikut info kt blog asasi, tahun ni jugak dorang akan sambung degree. perghhhhh, laju gilakan? padahal baru em.... 18 tahun.
cuba bayangkan mak ko hantar masuk darjah 1 masa 6 tahun. lepas tu masa darjah 3 lulus pts. masuk darjah 5 umur 9 tahun. so, habis spm umur 15. masuk fast track, sambung degree umur 16. ambik pulak kos 3 tahun. maka grad umur 19. wow!
Thursday, December 22, 2011
It's kinda hurt when people talking about you while you're sleeping and they didn't realise you heard it. I have experienced it many times. People don't understand me. They don't know how tired I felt as I have low metabolism. They were acting very2 nice in front of me. huh.
p/s: lately I frequently blog about my disappoinment. If you are sick of it, just leave me alone as I am not gonna impress anyone here.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
It is a title from Keane's song. Yes, everybody is changing by time. What I want to stress here is that lately I am acting differently / pretending because of people around me and I hate it so much. It is like I am not being myself. Telling people I'm okay with this and that but in fact I'm not. I will then do what I absolutely want to, behind them. It is not like I am faking it, it feels more like I'm pushing myself through it. I am afraid if I hurt them. In the end, I am the one suffering. Is it the only option I have? *sobss
Saturday, December 10, 2011
After blogwalking to several blog like Aidid Muaddib and Kahuna, it emphasize my lacking at general knowledge. Yes, I already realised it that is why I said it EMPHASIZED.
Last two week I was also awaken by this reading issue when I can hardly answer the Pesticide Science test where I ended up camparing two similar nozzle. I bet those farmers know better than me T____T In my opinion, reading should come together with passion. (my mind is translating the Malay thoughts into English and it is really depressing ;( Last Thursday, my classmates and I attendted a MAPPS Seminar where the genius people presenting papers on Good Agricultural Practices. I was amazed by the way they presented the papers. It seems like they know everything. They can easily answer all question asked by participants.
Thus, I am now nurturing the reading habit by doing a lot of references for things I dont understand. As my supervisor said "google and google!" I have been wasting my time by surfing entertainment stuff. But dont simply believe all the information. Do some research, ask the experts. I hope I wont be as "hangat-hangat tahi ayam". Lets read, people!
p/s: I find it is very hard to express my thoughts in this entry.
p/s/s: Syadan must be laughing if he reads this post.
lately he likes to tease me, effect of my bad presentation.
no heart feeling ;)
p/s/ss: please correct my english if it is wrong :)