Thursday, December 22, 2011

Random Post #2

It's kinda hurt when people talking about you while you're sleeping and they didn't realise you heard it. I have experienced it many times. People don't understand me. They don't know how tired I felt as I have low metabolism. They were acting very2 nice in front of me. huh.

p/s: lately I frequently blog about my disappoinment. If you are sick of it, just leave me alone as I am not gonna impress anyone here.

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Random Post

My life as a student is getting tougher and harder. However I kept reminding myself to enjoy the hurdles and obstacles as it will be the best moment in my life ^_____^

p/s: lately, I am addicted to watch Running Man. Maybe it can release my stress.

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Everybody Is Changing

It is a title from Keane's song. Yes, everybody is changing by time. What I want to stress here is that lately I am acting differently / pretending because of people around me and I hate it so much. It is like I am not being myself. Telling people I'm okay with this and that but in fact I'm not. I will then do what I absolutely want to, behind them. It is not like I am faking it, it feels more like I'm pushing myself through it. I am afraid if I hurt them. In the end, I am the one suffering. Is it the only option I have? *sobss

Saturday, December 10, 2011


After blogwalking to several blog like Aidid Muaddib and Kahuna, it emphasize my lacking at general knowledge. Yes, I already realised it that is why I said it EMPHASIZED.

Last two week I was also awaken by this reading issue when I can hardly answer the Pesticide Science test where I ended up camparing two similar nozzle. I bet those farmers know better than me T____T In my opinion, reading should come together with passion. (my mind is translating the Malay thoughts into English and it is really depressing ;( Last Thursday, my classmates and I attendted a MAPPS Seminar where the genius people presenting papers on Good Agricultural Practices. I was amazed by the way they presented the papers. It seems like they know everything. They can easily answer all question asked by participants.

Thus, I am now nurturing the reading habit by doing a lot of references for things I dont understand. As my supervisor said "google and google!" I have been wasting my time by surfing entertainment stuff. But dont simply believe all the information. Do some research, ask the experts. I hope I wont be as "hangat-hangat tahi ayam". Lets read, people!

p/s: I find it is very hard to express my thoughts in this entry.
p/s/s: Syadan must be laughing if he reads this post.
lately he likes to tease me, effect of my bad presentation.
no heart feeling ;)
p/s/ss: please correct my english if it is wrong :)

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

I think I start to fall in love with weed science ^________^ but it is quite hard on the taxonomy as most of the grasses look similar. fighting!

p/s: enjoy watching running man with room mates.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

FYP (3)

I just finished filling my pots with soil for my final year project last morning. Total up 143 pots. yes, it was tiring but I am not stress because I was guided by Mr. lab assistant.

During my freshman years, I have heard the rumors, risk, the bad story of doing final year project. The cruel supervisor, the damaged plot, the hardship of report writing so on and so forth. Those stories made me afraid to be a final year student. But recently, my perception has changed. As my fb status; thank god i am blessed with kind people around me like prof dzol, kak wani, seniors and friends :)

My supervisor has been very-very-very kind to me. Since he is a professor with many Phd student to be supervised, I thought he wont have time to guide me and I was totally wrong. He still try to make time to to check and correct my proposal and presentation slides. He corrected the slides by himself. I mean, he typed and backspaced my slides with his bare hands. I thought he was gonna tell while I corrected them. He also understand that I cant master everything after seeing me couldn't answer any of the question appointed to me during the presentation;( Seriously, I was touched. I was feeling guilty as I was disappointing him.

K.wani is very kind to me as she thought me how to construct the phase diagram. She even waited an hour for me to come back to lab after lunch hour. Sorry, kak :( Last but not LEAST, she's willing to key in the data for the phase diagram for me since I cant make it before my presentation day. Auwwww, that was very sweet of you, kak. Same goes to other Master and Phd student like K.Ayu, K.Siti and K.Farhana. They are very helpful. While the lab assistant have guided me with the practical/field work. They didn't just left me terkontang kanting. Did I just sound like giving an appreciation speech after wining an award??? haha.

See, doing a final year project for undergraduate student is not a nightmare. It only depends on you how to control the situation, solve the problems and make some time for it.

boring face expression in the lab

A Friend Like You

All these while, I am being independent in my own way. I hate it when I have to wait for people and of course for them to wait for me. I feel burdened. But, sure it doesnt apply for all situation. I am not that cruel to leave people for no reason and sometime I also need accompany.

Ok, according to my topic, recently I have met a lot of people (spesifically; my new friends) who cant go on their own way. Em. Let me give examples; they need someone to accompany the to meet the lecturer, to pick up their stuff at just 2 metres away and also to always sit beside you during lecture. As for me, those are all simple thing that you cant do without harming yourself. I believe that it was my Abah who tought us (my sibling and I) to DIY our own task since our childhood. Let say if he drove us to the post office, then we have to figure out all by ourselves which counter to go, what to say, how much to pay while he just wait outside. Can you imagine how afraid/nervous I was. (by the way, why do I have to be afraid?)

These few friend I just met is kinda 'fragile'. They need people (which in my case, it's ME) to accompany them wherever they go. And I felt a little annoyed. I dont feel at ease to do it. You know to just accompany them and do everything with them. That is so gay, okay. Let me give a few examples; a friend even asked me to follow her to get her water bottle on the other table next to us. That was so ridiculous I'm telling you. Another friend of mine already saw the lecturer she wanted to meet, but with all her courage she called me from another building to accompany her to meet the lecturer. WTF? and there was also a friend who always want me to sit beside her in lecture hall. I was OK at first but after all, I felt uneasy. I felt like I have been controlled because these people will first persuaded you and after a few times when you refused, they kinda threaten me in a "mild" way as I said before, they are kinda "fragile".

The only way I discovered to solve this uncomfortable situation is just by confronting and tell them how I feel. I did it last time but there will be an awkward moment where she want to ask me to do a favor but she knew I wont do it. And I guess she is furious and hates me all her life. emm..... I am in dilemma.

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

day by day, i am being MEAN to u.
no sorry.
yes, i am pity on you but i have to be strong.
day by day, i hated u more.
no sorry.
you made me fell annoyed.
as i always hate annoying people.
u like to complain and moan.
i feel irritated.
u always make your pity face to get attention.
i am sick of you.
u pretended not to know anything, but u knew.
i want tu punch u.

Friday, November 11, 2011

FYP (2)

Seriously, pening pulak kira2 formulation dalam lab and this is just the beginning. Argghhhhhh.

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

FYP (1)

Seriously, feeling like a genius calculating data in order to construct phase diagram of my formulation.

Friday, November 4, 2011


I just called several friends just now. Well, from my observation, there are two kind of them

1) Wei, knape ko dah lama tak datang jumpa aku??? bla2........

2) Dayah, sori, aku dah lama tak pergi jumpa kau. bla2..........

I know which one I should appreciate more. Thank you, friends ^_______^

Thursday, November 3, 2011

I guess I'm addictedd updating about my FYP

Lets just consider this is my FYP report,hehe. This morning I met Kak Wani. She tought me how to prepare the formulation and do the phase diagram. But she cant show me the practical as the staff didn't know where the glyphosate was. Oh, by the way, my final year project will be about the effects of different formulation of herbicides. The active ingredient is glyphosate while the surfactants (chemicals that will differ the formulation) are methyl ester, organo silicon and alkylpoliglucoside. Which means I will mix those surfactants with glyphosate and see the effect on weeds. Yeah, saying @ reading sure is easier than doing.

To be more specific, first I have to find the right formulation, do all the different measurement of chemicals to get it, get the well mixed formulation. If they are not, they will form 2 or 3 layers as they couldn't mix. The right mixture of formulation can also obtained from a software *thanks to the technology :) These stuff will be done in the lab. Meanwhile, I have to plant the weeds that will be tested with my genius formulation, haha genius? Feeling like a chemistry wizard or in other words, a scientist ;) Ok, lets get back to the topic. I choose to plant paspalum and diodia. hah, nama nak gah saje, padahal rumput rumpai je, hehe. lepas tu kena gelak dengan kawan sebab tanam rumpai grrrrr. Itsokay, no heart feelings.

So, now the testing part. When the weeds are mature enough, I'll spray them and wait for the effects. Effects that will be taken into the results are the properties of the formulation which are the particle size, surface tension and efficacy. Then I will compare my own formulation with existing products in the market.

With all the explanation, I really hope everything will go smoothly. Wish me all the best. Now, I should start writing proposal and abstract. Bubbye ^_______^


kan best kalau kita boleh fokus dekat satu perkara, endahkan perkara lain. supaya perkara yang kita fokus tu takda flaws. tapi tak boleh kan? sebab inilah hidup. takda cabaran kalau takda halangan. hidup boleh jadi bosan/kosong. sebab tu saya suka sibukkan diri dengan perkara lain. saya fikir dengan itu, saya boleh improve diri. boleh mencari diri. memahami diri. and yes, i've found the pieces of me. yet, not all.

saya manusia biasa. saya tak boleh ingat semua benda. selalu terlupa. selalu terleka. saya tak boleh jadi perfect. tapi saya cuba. saya tak pandai fokus. selalu aja terhanyut. tapi saya cuba. saya tak pandai. saya cuba belajar. tak salah kan mencuba? tapi sampai bila? saya kena berubah. tak boleh asyik cuba je. kena act fast juga. macam panadol actifast mungkin. hmmmmm.......

hari ini, saya rasa macam loser. saya bangun lambat. saya terlupa pergi lab (luar jadual). saya tidur lama-lama. saya online lama-lama. harini takda output. macamana nak fokus? okay, saya CUBA. *loser me

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

thinking of him

Still, after trying for half an hour, I cant even sleep. My heart keep beating fast. Yes, I am thinking of him. Of his perception on me, of my performance, of my attitude. All these while I was too shy to meet him and tell him of how I feel. Loser me. And now I am so nervous. I hope it is not too late to change. I want to prove to him that I can do it. But I am afraid at the same time. I guess, I am heading toward depression.

He, who I am thinking is my project supervisor, Prof Dzol. from what I heard, he is a great lecturer who has contribute a lot in this agriculture sector, toxicology industry specifically. So, why should I keep worrying getting an awesome supervisor? I felt so tense to reach his expectation. Or maybe I should say, my own expectation. I don't want to look dumb in front of him at the same time I cant do it. I don't wanna look like a total loser. What the hell should I do? I am fucking worried at the same time, cant think anymore. woooowooo......sounds like very frustrating. True, that is how I feel right now.

Ok, Ok, thats life. To cheer things up, lets move to good news. Today, I just confirm my tittle (while some of my friends has finished writing proposal). And due to some problems, my department (Plant protection) will held the presentation seminar next two week. It is a total relieve for me. Even we have to submit the extract on next Tuesday, I cant just sit and relax because Prof will be away next week for seminar in Indonesia. So, after expressing my insecurities and doubt here, hopefully I am now ready to face tomorow!!! Grrrrrrr.

Token of Appreciation
A zillion thank you to my beloved Mother for the new and awesome laptop. To Anisah, thanks for the advises babe. It is simple but I really appreciate it. To Gedil, thank you for lending your laptop. To Amer, you have grown up, man. I am proud of you. To Mistake, are you hiding from me?


chemicals are we!rd

Since I am taking pesticide science and weed science subjects, plus doing final year project about herbicides, I have to deal with all the weird and hard-to-pronounce chemicals such as carfentrazone, pentachloronitrobenzene (PCNB), flutolanil, pencycuron, tolclofos methyl, propiconazole, flusilazol and much more. It reminds me of how do the pharmacy student (which is my actual ambition) learn about them. But anyways, I fall in love with chemistry since form 4, and will always love it no matter what ^________^

Saturday, October 29, 2011


I think I didn't do my very best as emcee for the talk program last week. I was down and really don't wanna think about it anymore. But, guess what? I just checked my email and I realised Dr. Rohani, the President of Malaysian Plant Protection Society emailed me:

Well done as the MC, the only slack was we did not prepare lagu Negaraku, but we had to do the original way, nyanyilah. Been train as agric student, kita kena act pantas! u did great for counting 1-2-3 B4 singing. That was fun worrying but at the sametime funny!TQ for your assistance.

one word: yeahhhhhhhh!!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Happy Birthday Hidayah Hussin

I can now enter night clubs legally and vote for election, hehe. Just kidding. I read Annas Easkey blog on how he wishes himself a happy birthday ;) but this is somehow a coincidence, I didn't mean to wish myself. Today, 26th of October, I am all alone at home. My parents and sisters went to my aunt's at Batang Kali. I was too sleepy to join them plus I bet there will be nothing interesting. My little brother may now has reached Chepor waterfall by cycling his Fixie with his friends.

Talking about birthday, during the my Asasi years, I will remind all my friends about my becoming birthday one week earlier. haha. I enjoyed did it even I have no reasons for it. As for my family, celebrating birthdays is not our tradition. Birthday is just another day to us. We only got to celebrate it during our childhood with simple ceremony. On my degree years, i planned my own birthday potluck at Bukit Ekspo, UPM. Maybe the reason I did it because I never think people will remember my birthday and throw a party for me. No heart feeling, okay. So to make it fun, I take initiative to do it my self without burdening them for buying cakes or whatsoever. It was very exciting as it was random. I invited friends from Kolej 17 as we seldom meet them for their hectic schedules. oh, I miss the heyday. the end. (suddenly ending this story -__-")

Thursday, October 20, 2011

random post #3

  1. rasa nak demam. dua kali bawak motor dalam hujan :(
  2. weekend ni jadi emcee untuk program MAPPS. (atas request En.Z sendiri ;)
  3. i miss my momma ;(
  4. again, rasa nk demam ;(

Friday, October 7, 2011

random post #2

I dont wanna be stupid. Like doing things that's obviously wrong!

but I did.


Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Random post

© Last week, I had fever for a day. Consequently, 3 friends of mine telling me that I’m losing weight ;)

© While organizing my stuff, I found my not-so-old diary. I read about my friend doing nasty thing to me and how I just be patient to her. Why am I that stupid????

© Went to my sister’s convocation at UKM. Their jubah colour is differ for each course. Can u imagine how colourful the convo day at UKM??

© I am starting a small business with Pian. We’re selling hotdogs!

© Still, not proposing my FYP title to my supervisor yet.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

my first attempt emcee-ing in english

During my asasi years, I tried to find an interesting stuff to do to fill my leisure time. The great thing I should be grateful about myself is that I can sometime be optimistic. I made myself believe that everything can be learnt, only certain things need talent. I like to try new things unfortunately I don't have chances (in terms of money and time. I was once a nerd during my school hood so I focus on studying). Seeing my friend, Fiza always offered to be an emcee urgently for any formal event, made me think why don’t I try emceeing? Fiza is actually a debater. I guess she doesn’t even has basic in this stuff (until MGP 2008 when Abg. Zul trained her). On 2008, when my batch was organizing a formal dinner for the Pusat Asasi to celebrate our seniors, I randomly offered myself to be the emcee. I arranged meeting with experienced people like Fiza and the multitalented and friendly Kak Kinah (she can sing, emceeing, dj-ing) to learn about emcee, mostly on the voice tone, body languages and gestures and so on.

The after party picture with Syafik as no one will captured emcee picture during the ceremony L

The first time I tried to be a formal emcee, back in 2008 during the Pusat Asasi Sains Pertanian annual dinner at The Mines Spa and Resort. There is one disadvantage of being an emcee. You will sometime be the very first or the unlucky last person to have your meal. For sure you have to control your food intake before the ceremony and get ready quickly and may already lost appetite at the end of the event. But it never fades away my interest in emceeing.

Next, back in 2009, I was the emcee of my college dinner. This time, I also got a specific emcee lesson from Abg. Zul and my emcee partner, Nazri. They are both very experience in this stuff as they are the UPM emcee. They’ve got to host many UPM big ceremonies like Malam Tunas Budaya, Majlis Konvokesyen and etc.

After that, I still continue emceeing small event as hobby.

Recently, this was my very first experience emceeing in English. As part of the Program Planning Division of the third International Agriculture Student Symposium (IASS), I was told to host the exposure night of IASS among volunteers. And it will be held in ENGLISH!!!! I’ve never tried it. The first and foremost thing I am afraid is my pronunciations. We (Pradeep and me) practiced only 30 minutes before the ceremony. I was very nervous. Luckily, it all went well. (fuhhhh…….). Our advisor, Encik Zakaria Sidek even praised me in front of everybody for my sweet voice (ahaksss). I felt very relieved and happy. The night goes on and I’ll never forget it.

According to my story, there are a lot more I need to learn. And I have planned if I don’t have future in agriculture field, I’d like to try emcee profession. However, AGRICULTURE IS MY PRIORITY.

Saturday, October 1, 2011

weird weekend

weird weekend as I have nothing important to do, yet I'm feeling comfortable laying on my bed and having time for myself :)

p/s: last night was awesome in term of my emcee performance. alhamdulillah. gonna post about it after I finish managing my messy room ;)

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

hectic like ZZzzzzzz.....

I predicted this semester going to be hectic. For this week I have like 4 tasks to be managed.

  1. Decoration and souvenir thingy for Hari Raya celebration on this Saturday of Outward Bound Club (OBC) UPM
  2. Secretary for introductory camping of OBC UPM on this 24th and 25th Sept
  3. Proposing a final year project title to my supervisor (most of my friend were so lucky that they're been given the topic while i have to propose myself T__T nway, i'm doing on weedicides)
  4. Several tasks for program planning department of the Third International Agricultural Student Symposium.

Hopefully I can complete all the tasks given very well. *gasping for air

p/s: my resolution for this new semester is to say no to procrastination. hochuweyyy!!!

Saturday, June 4, 2011

hello there :)

I know its kinda long time I didn't write. So, here are some updates. I am on a semester break for 4 month starting on last May to September. Thus, I've been working at a phone store in my neighbourhood (sure u can imagine the distance from my house, hehe). Next, if nothing go wrong, I'll be leaving for a Standard Course at Outward Bound Malaysia in Lumut on July. (that is why i opt to work at "cikai" place, hehe. gurau je, mane ade cikai. Lastly, am just gonna wait for ramadhan and celebrates hari raya *yay!!!

thats all. thanks you :)

p/s: sepatutnya cuti la banyak update kn, huhu.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

thanks bitches :p

p/s: This entry has been written right after my last paper; 1st of May 2011 :)
Please take note that 'bitches' for me is like 'darlings' @ 'honey' @ 'babes'.

OK, lets get started. I wish I could write this entry as long as possible (referring to all my very short post, he he). As we all know, most of universities in Malaysia is now in the exams week since last week. Luckily, mine was over just now *yay! I could still remember those days during my Asasi years when there were no study week. We suffered last packed lecture week (due to replacement class and 2nd test). So, don't bother to go back home *sobsssss. but now, (I cant remember since when) we, are scheduled to have one week to go home, sleeping, eating, wasting time and spending left scholarship money study before the finals.

Ok, now lets move on to the exams. i've done my 5 oh-so-very-well papers in a week. They were Agriculture Entrepreneurship and Aquaculture principle on Monday, Industrial Crop on Wednesday, continued by Farm Management on Saturday and ended today with Biometry *fuhhh.

So, to cut the crap (see, i dont think i can write longer) and as a token of gratitude i would like to dedicate this entry to some of my friends who has helped me A LOT during the 'war'.

This is Azyan Athirah (real name cannot be revealed). All this while, she has helped me a lot since last semester especially for Plant Breeding class. Can u imagine how blur I was during labs; calculating those breeds and genes stuff. While this sem, she helped me with my Biometry (also involving maths-duh, i am allergic to maths). not to mention her all-day-generousity with food and of course love ;) Ezad should be grateful to have her as bestfriend *ehem2.

ok, next is........tadaaaa!

Yana Zam (according to her fb name- i think zam is her bf *gossiping) and Ika Manaf (the cute one with white stain on her eyes,hehe). Again, Biometry has been a very big problem to me. thanks to Yana and Ika for always be there (behind me during classes) to let me copy your lab reports, haha.

finish with them, and now I'd like to present you the nerdies (haha)

from the trunk; Faten, Nisa', Diyana and Vajidah and....ehem, of course Notty Me, hehe. They've helped me for EPT (farm management). without their support (oh, and also Syahfiz Lutfi), we wont be able to complete our farm visit and report assignments, fuh.....

Last but not least, I'd like to thanks to all my coursemates who I havent mention like uji, zarip, louie, syamil, acai, ezad, mamat, acap and bla2.

Till then, wait for my results update, hehe.

(entry panjang kene baca semula dan edit, penatlahhh, huhu)

Monday, April 25, 2011


i know i'll be looking super duper cool with this bag *ehem2

Sunday, April 17, 2011

my fav song (for now)

i've always had a fav song in an interval time. means that when i kinda like a song, i'll listen to it over and over till i vomit,haha. back in 2010 (i think so) when i was really into 21 guns by greenday, i listened to it like every seconds, haha. poor my roomates who had to listen too. oh, fyi, i have 5 roomates. so, for now, i m soooooo into Take A Bow by Lea Michele (the glee version). u should watch it on the 2nd episode of the 1st season. (sedih oh T___T )

"Take A Bow"

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
A standing ovation
Oh, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talking' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)


Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Oh

How about a round of applause
A standing ovation

But you put on quite a show
Really had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (but it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

Saturday, April 9, 2011

monolog 1

cuba untuk tidak bergantung harap pada orang lain atau menyusahkan orang lain atau terhutang budi. selain family.

but i tried to be there for others.

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

ini abah saya

sayang abah saya walaupun kadang-kadang abah saya kedekut,haha ;)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Monday, April 4, 2011

it is not worth it.fullstop.

i tried to be nice to everyone in my life. but sometimes it ended up with something unexpected. feeling unappreciated. so, i kept reminding myself, it is not worth it to be nice to everyone :(

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears

this is how i live ;)

Friday, March 25, 2011


if u are one of my acquaintance, u will acknowledge my passion towards LAUGHING. i wont laugh comfortably with strangers. well, back to the story . last week (also this week) i was advised by several people on my bad behavior. (why they think it's bad???). it's maybe because of the way i laugh is so loud. hm.....deep inside my heart i was actually offended. again, OFFENDED. laughing is one of my way to express my feelings, release stress and most important is to be myself. being original gives us the fullest satisfaction of who we really are. and that is how i embrace myself. and yes, i knew the fact that laughing too much is not good (according to islam). well, it is just irresistable :( em....seriously i dont know how to deal with these people. i felt really irritated when i tried to control myself from laugh. is it that bad? *sigh* anywho, whatever it is, i stick to my principle; just be yourself.thank you to those who cared, u made me feel sooooo important ^_____^

(tak senunuh kan -_-" )

Sunday, March 20, 2011

after a lonngggggg weekend

it ended sadly. life has been really tough on my side. nevertheless, i m blessed with family and friends around me ^______^

thanks to those who was mean to me T______T

dah dekat sebulan tak balik rumah,sobssss.

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

marketing,financial and everything that related to it.

imma bit frustrated about the presentation which happened just now. someone asked about the marketing which we recommended to do promotion by blogging. (fyi, our project is about fertigation farming of chillies). he asked either it is effective @ not. i ended up by answering "we could evaluate by checking the rating of viewers. WHAT A SILLY ANSWER. i am down. sobssss.

to overcome my frustration, i would like to answer him here :)

"dude, it aint stone edge anymore. we're doing large scale production which targeted dealer who can afford large stock production. and i believe most of the dealers out there looking for suppliers by the INTERNET. thank you. "

only if i could turn back time :(

who are u?

last sunday, ade interview untuk menjadi ahli kelab outward bounders upm.
one of the question was, describe yr strength and weaknesses.

me: long pause.kept thinking.

Saturday, February 19, 2011


that's it. feeling like being betrayed and used.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

kesian tengok perempuan yang rase sangat bahagia dengan bf dia
padahal bf die 'nakal'.
yes, i knew him.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

vintage again

fyi, imma big fan of vintage stuff especially bags, necklace, outfit. vintage in terms of design not the age of it. my bro would prefer real vintage stuff (bundle la maksudnye).

all these stuff can be purchased @ luccacal shop. happy shopping :)

Friday, February 11, 2011


these bags are fucking vintage. NAKKKKKK! tapi rm60 weh. T____T and thre's no way i can afford it. i mean, i have the money but i wont be spending RM60 for just a small bag. yeah, u can say imma cheapskate :p nevertheless, i wont mind buying RM200 for shoes like scholl, clarks, bata and crocodile. walaupun orang2 akan kate, "kasut2 macam tu pesyen makcik2!" haha, like i care?? because i learn from mistakes. lets say if you buy a RM30 sandals but only last for 3 months before it starts tearing off, lekang or whatsoever. this means that you'll spend rm10 every month. unlike with those makcik-patterned-shoes, feel like it lasts F O R E V E R ! which cost you only like RM0.05 per months :o aint it worth?

p/s: but i think if imma billionaire, I wont hesitate to grab them (in every colour and pattern)
p/s/s: for me vintage stuff is something that last long and still in good condition so you can pass it to your sons :) well, i'm sure u know that fashion circle will keep rolling.

i'm so in love with ROSES

photo taken from Chriselle Inc.

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

terjumpa gambar ni.
so, nk share ;)
(walaupun dh terlambat) (n i meant every single word in it)

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

what a hectic tuesday

ye, penat jalan2 kat kuching tak habis lagi
tapi jadual harini pon boleh tahan jugak lah

8-10 kelas biometri ------> tak suke kire2 tambah pulak mase tengah mengantuk
10-1 lab akuakultur ------> em....ok la. nasib baik lecturer sporting. buat lab dekat kolam ladang 1o.
2-5 ladang akukultur -----> paling tak tahan, kene masuk air, cabut rumput tinggi giler T______T
5-6++ ladang keusahawanan -------> kebetulan xde ~______~ Alhamdulillah :)))

nway, nanti kalau rajin aku upload gambar n details. for now, all i want is..... SLEEP!
g'night everyone *___*