this is how i live ;)

LOL

if u are one of my acquaintance, u will acknowledge my passion towards LAUGHING. i wont laugh comfortably with strangers. well, back to the story . last week (also this week) i was advised by several people on my bad behavior. (why they think it's bad???). it's maybe because of the way i laugh is so loud. hm.....deep inside my heart i was actually offended. again, OFFENDED. laughing is one of my way to express my feelings, release stress and most important is to be myself. being original gives us the fullest satisfaction of who we really are. and that is how i embrace myself. and yes, i knew the fact that laughing too much is not good (according to islam). well, it is just irresistable :( em....seriously i dont know how to deal with these people. i felt really irritated when i tried to control myself from laugh. is it that bad? *sigh* anywho, whatever it is, i stick to my principle; just be yourself.thank you to those who cared, u made me feel sooooo important ^_____^

(tak senunuh kan -_-" )

after a lonngggggg weekend

it ended sadly. life has been really tough on my side. nevertheless, i m blessed with family and friends around me ^______^

thanks to those who was mean to me T______T

dah dekat sebulan tak balik rumah,sobssss.

trying out the slanted inner scarf from ayunar

marketing,financial and everything that related to it.

imma bit frustrated about the presentation which happened just now. someone asked about the marketing which we recommended to do promotion by blogging. (fyi, our project is about fertigation farming of chillies). he asked either it is effective @ not. i ended up by answering "we could evaluate by checking the rating of viewers. WHAT A SILLY ANSWER. i am down. sobssss.

to overcome my frustration, i would like to answer him here :)

"dude, it aint stone edge anymore. we're doing large scale production which targeted dealer who can afford large stock production. and i believe most of the dealers out there looking for suppliers by the INTERNET. thank you. "

only if i could turn back time :(

who are u?

last sunday, ade interview untuk menjadi ahli kelab outward bounders upm.

one of the question was, describe yr strength and weaknesses.

me: long pause.kept thinking.

I AM NOT HAPPY :'(

that's it. feeling like being betrayed and used.